A letter to myself

This past years come with so many ups and downs. Many surprising things (happy or sad) happened in my life . Thus, still in the spirit of new year I gonna write a letter to myself. Mostly thank you notes, I guess. 

From @marloesdevee instagram

Ika Nindyas, 

You are such an amazing human being. 

Thank you for all the effort and struggle to stay alive. 

Stay healthy and avoid doing stupid things. No kidding, especially during this pandemics. So many uncertainties comes up. Many people dies. You're lucky enough to still breathing and alive. Always be grateful and don't waste it. 

Thank you for putting yourself on the first place. 

You are your own company. Back then, you will unconsciously put other's before yourself. Now you've much wiser and know your limit. Putting yourself first doesn't make you a selfish bitch. It might hurt people because you've changed, but hey look at you. You grow, you bloom, you become a better version of you. Loving yourself first, then start loving others. 

Thank you for being strong. 

Thank you for being strong even when it's hard. Look at you, get up early just to catch some steps and work out during you busy days. You're not bursting anger and make better decision. You let people come and go and not getting emotionally attached. You try to understand your surroundings and let what universe plan happens. Doing your best and let God do the rest. Saying thank you and please on the right place. Minding your own business and most importantly knowing yourself more. Making commitment with yourself for a better future. And try to keep up the good work. 

From @marloesdevee instagram

Never have i ever imagine we could go this far. Keep growing, learning, and loving yourself. Stay humble and don't forget others. The good is yet to come.